I kept a record of thanksgiving to God since the day I married Theo. I was glad to add no. 20 and no. 21 today.. I was supposed to meet a client in Toa Payoh on Fri.. however that guy duaed me again for like the 3000th time. Anyway sinceContinue Reading

I think God is in all of this… no matter how much I have sinned, it never fails Him to have a hand in everything. Lately I have only dared to seek forgiveness for the things i have done… maybe it’s because i have a more optimistic outlook of life,Continue Reading

Today i actually found the courage to let someone know about the situation i am in right now. Although there were the reprimands, he was actually quite supportive, not of the situation, but of me. Thot i might feel less lonely but after all this whole thing is only forContinue Reading

Lately something happened… something that completely turned my life upside down. I feel like suddenly my rosy bed of comfortable life has been exchanged for a bed of thorns and potential suffering. Of course there’s no one at fault here except myself. I can only say i am responsible forContinue Reading

SOMEONE commented that I haven’t updated my blog in a LONG TIME so here I am. Hey it’s not that i am afraid lah… it’s just that I did some thinking and i wonder how effective a blog is if i cannot express my true feelings on it because of thoseContinue Reading

Hi hi I am back to the living since my illness and my trip to Japan. And honestly I feel really lost!! HELP! I am still living, breathing, moving, doing individual but I have a total loss of meaning and purpose in whatever that is going on around or insideContinue Reading

Today i did the unthinkable. I finished my referrals. I have been keeping them, rationing them for rainy days even just to make myself feel secure that i still have leads. But today i felt that God was telling me not to place my security in these things. If i heldContinue Reading